the narrow range

what had i learned..

i learned to be discipline, learned not be noctural in life...
i had been working for MEPO Renovation Contractor for 5mths, with Dad..
it wasnt as easy, so much to adsorb...
so much of insulting from Dad..my personality, my behaviour, my speech, my everything...
nothing seem to satisfy him..
i am very demoralised, however i told myself to endure, tolerate...

till the certain time, schooling was my escape.. and this is the best for my own plan..

i couldnt accept his asking anymore..
we're too hard headed, i choose to walk my way but with his financial support..
till the end, i really wish to have my certificate of diploma been supported..

not forgetting the day.. the verbal of words, too hard and too much for me to disgest.. i tears, i shed, i cried.. with the tremble.. *from then onwards, i tell myself, im gonna be curel and to treat myself better even with much more discipline...

after typing so much so much,
my trouble its worrst den those normal case... i might land myself in jail..
i never think as deep, but that harsh word from Finn really woke my sense...
this made me, every move, every action with caution am i against the law...

my heart cries..
i wanna grow up..
or im hating myself, why do i been created in the worm of mum to make her suffer..
this is the same as im am slapping my own Lord, God, why am i created..
so i am gonna pull through all this down and upset, curel realities to make my life more successful...

also, not forgetting.. so much supporting close once beside..
i rmb you people.. thank you wasnt enough, i hope to saw you people that i make it some where, 1day