BEYONG CONTROL!

everything is beyong control... im just no one,that i can do anything. But everything reflect to me.

WORK:
Stupid to say everything changes within a night. "Endure" endure until everything was been cut? until maybe one day somebody took over my place? endure until i got nothing, until i have to find another alternative way? because she got the autority to do such unfair desicion make?
FAMILY:
finally every problems happened, but soon everything leaving for me to clear. the ability one left everything undone...


am i gonna surrender like mum said 'this is your life,my life is belong to bitter'