the narrow range

awww....i screwed things up!every since sunday till i visit Great GrandDad.i felt so vexed and i couldnt fully relax myself since last week.its like something bad gonna happened or rather to say my lifestyle stressing and vexing myself.1st its Sunday,Honey actually meeting his ex-secondary mates but we watch tv and laying on till he cancelled not meeting em.After that we went Kiwi's house for Mj.Lose $$ lots.tot next round i could week back but i lose instead.!!!.Sigh...Honey stayover as yesterday he ride me back was raining.Early in the morning going to bathe i saw Dad at home.As we are done to leave the house it POUR!Honey say cab to work.But its so waste!perhape i dont know why i kept yearning for him to send me to work.awww...so i said i shall report another hour late.ended up i "self-declare".was raining and too cozy.And Kak Hannah was pissed off not replying.
-time for job hunt again-
*DANG*
worry for my next month fund.

Great Grand Dad...he was care at this Old Folks Home and wasnt feed drinking water till his internal was all infected.His urine its brown in color as i heard from aunt.Sore thoat.aww!he just suffering and was gasping his breathe.the worst we cant understand what he trying to tell us.
my heart dwell,my tears roll.

Still to say,this year its hard for me!im still standing strong...