the narrow range

What about my life now.
Now im finally getting out of night life job. Le'Chinois Closed down. And pocket with big holes man! They have yet to give us our pay :( Found out lots unreasonable talk from different kinda ppl. d meeting sound out by d bosses 5days later we'll get our pay.which its this 16March. I hope its not a false alarm again. Well,this time its being handle by another boss Mr.Danny! End of d problematic Chinois.
I found a new boyfriend. Martin Chew Lun Hui. Met him at Le'Chinoise. Initially was just my "Darling" in that club. But ended up been an item. He's sweet :) I like the way he is. But i heard negative remarks about him. Which i just couldnt b bother. Perhape im standing with him aboard on d same line. I willing to go through with him but how long will i to sustain? Which i dont have faith in myself in any relationship. I couldnt find d lil'faith. A little faith? Cause i give n i want it to be return. While it shouldnt be this way. i knowingly,knew it. But my heart just couldnt help having d pain if it wasnt contented re-treat back. I guess i start to love him... He just an unpredictable chap that i have to say :) as long im happy during d times im with him. should let things flow naturally as im prepare of d hurts to come.
Still d same loves i felt always pain in my heart.
Giving it a try.