the narrow range

The Commitment.
i forgotten how to draw a line with opposite gender. i let things run wild. i could felt like im lower position then my partner. all i can do its action assuring him. why does this kinda thing had to happen again but different partner. or i never learn?
im over sobber to be the self i should be doesnt convincing to myself.
what can i say? we'r engaging next year. is this proceding?

The indescribable euphoria with him. i doesnt want to die down this way.
Give me lil faith to mend back as it shlall be.