the narrow range

ohhh! finally i get to play Mahjong and Wakeboard! OMG! it so terrible this month. i spent all my paid. gonna save some for December holiday. Sigh!
I dont know why every time it end up this way. Do i really have to drift apart from them to show them that i really doesnt want it? i just wanna be friendly and hang out but things just turn out the way that they know the answer its no.
Perhape i really should live my life alone and with my girlfriends.
A thing that i aint sure if any one new come, will it be like the past just enter my life without objection cause i enjoy new... However i felt that im doing good. Though had a mini crash on some but im not that total shit like before must see that person for days or miss that person like hell.Ha! think abt it back it really silly.

Dont make me dissappear from ya life.

gone