Me

Ok! Finally everything come a peace to me. Quietly think about everything.

i bother too much about him. i dont even think about myself, my next step or even what am i gonna do next after what im doing now. Literally just last minutes, impulsively, not thinking about the concequence and do everything when problems occur. Everything always just come so quickly to me and i just take it without much consideration at the end i made a fool outta myself and worst i went off track.

Realising i focus so wrongly in relationship. Instead of him, his emotional, his words, i focus on controlling his life. Which is so utterly abominable! Im so wrong!

Its time to keep things in my pace. Im too rash about everything.